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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
9:14 pm
Ehh, I got sick of this name. I'm no longer a skinhead so this name is pointless. I made a new one and if I want you to have the link I'll leave you a comment or something.

Bye
Sunday, January 29th, 2006
12:27 am
I got readdicted to this song tonight
Back in the day I used to be real big into Nirvana and Smashing Pumpkins. Hadn't listened to either in a while, but tonight some kid left a comment on my Xanga and i checked his site out and the backgorund music was "Zero" live. Got me readdicted. :)



my reflection, dirty mirror
there's no connection to myself
i'm your lover, i'm your zero
i'm the face in your dreams of glass
so save your prayers
for when you're really gonna need 'em
throw out your cares and fly
wanna go for a ride?

she's the one for me
she's all i really need
cause she's the one for me
emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is Godliness, and GOD is empty just like ME
intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness
bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more
she's the one for me
she's all i really need
she's the one for me
she's my one and only

Current Mood: tired
Saturday, January 28th, 2006
9:21 am
Live journal is worse than mother fucking crack... i swear
So yea, last nights party... BAD idea. Never trust christian kids to drink. They get paranoid as fuck, and then get all stupid. "God loves you! hehehe" was what I kept hearing all night long. Next person to say God loves me is gonna get a bottle to the face... this is my solemn oath. But anyway, one of my friends got really really trashed and called her friends sister, who told that girls mom, who called me and got hung up on, and then that woman called my friends mom. So my friends mom comes to get her, and everyone tells her I supplied all the beer, vodka, and whiskey (the whiskey was mine, nothing else) and she calls me an hour later and threatens to press charges on me for providing alcohol to minors.

So what I learned tonight?

NEVER FUCKING TRUST CHRISTIAN KIDS WHEN YOU DRINK. THEY'RE SO FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT LOOKING PERFECT TO THE WORLD THAT WHEN THE SHIT HITS THE FAN THEY'LL BLAME EVERYTHING ON THE FIRST PERSON UNLUCKY ENOUGH TO BE NEAR THEM.



On a brighter note I came home with 16bottles of Heineken, a 2/3 full bottle of vodka, and a 2/3 full bottle of Jameson's IRISH whiskey :)

Current Mood: awake
Friday, January 27th, 2006
9:26 am
WTF?
Now that I have time to hang out tonight (and in general) no one wants to? Pfft. you people all suck. Shoulda known this would happen. No one talks to me anymore, no one wants to hang out. Fuck you all.

Current Mood: pissed off
Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
4:20 pm
Stupid quizes...
crustpunker
Congrats! You're a crust/political punk. Plainly

said you just don't give a fuck. You like

your music and if someone doesn't agree with

you, you always have a strong point to prove

you're right.


What Kind Of Punk Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Current Mood: tired
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
1:11 pm
Anyone wonna go drink tonight?
Ok, so I've successfully screwed up just about everything I had goin for me, except for work and school.

Anyone wonna get smashed tonight and celebrate?

Current Mood: Cynical
Friday, January 20th, 2006
12:30 pm
Rich white people are the scum of the earth
Ya know what I've noticed, working at Longhorn Cafe? Rich white people are fuckin assholes. They're ungrateful as fuck, usually. They say the most shit to the bussers, make the biggest mess, and they're horribly annoying. Last night a bunch of rich bitches from Reagan came in to the restaurant and (from what I'm told by the cashiers who told me to clean up their shit) they had a small food fight. Didn't even leave me and CJ a tip for havin to clean up their crap. Yea, I hate rich white people now.

Rich black people are still cool though.



But on a lighter note, last night was fun. Went to Quentin's with CJ after work and watched a soccer hooligan video and then played soccer in the street @ 2:30 in the morning. Ahhh, things are finally startin to look up.

Current Mood: tired
Thursday, January 19th, 2006
12:28 am
Pints of Shiner Make You Strong
So my manager let me have a few glasses of beer after work today. He's fuckin rad.







BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZED. :)











In the desert with a bottle of J.D
The red pipe glows with lines of c
Things are normal but they won't be soon
Hairy monsters in the next room

Frogsheads and midgets going oingoboingo

Take my hand and we'll explore
the forbidden zone
When you're in your own tree
But don't know if anybodys home

Thugs in lingerie greet you
Bitch queens with tattoos eat you
You haven't got a watch but it's nearly 4
And there's armed police knocking at your door

Frogsheads and midgets going oingoboingo

Take my hand and we'll explore
the forbidden zone
When you're in your own tree
But don't know if anybodys home

When you've jumped the fence into the bath
we'll understand if you have the last laugh
Just as things seem as they were before
down with the field up with the air conditioner

Current Mood: drunk
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
6:43 pm
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Mother mother fuck. Mother mother fuck fuck. Mother fuck mother fuck.
Noise noise noise.
1 2 1 2 3 4
Noise noise noise.
Smokin weed, smokin weed.
Doin' coke, drinkin beers.
Drinkin beers, beers beers.
Rollin' fatties, smokin blunts.
Who smokes the blunts? We smoke the blunts.
Rollin' blunts and smokin um'

< Uhh, lemme get a nickel bag >

15 bucks, little man, put that shit in my hand.
If that money doesn't show then you owe me owe me owe.

Current Mood: crazy
Sunday, January 15th, 2006
10:53 pm
Daaaaaaaaaaaaamn I'm exhausted!
Work was fun, as usual. Fucked around most of the time, listenin to music on the stereo and emptying people's leftovers into trashcans and what not. Worked harder in the last 3 days than I think I ever did doing home remodeling, haha. But anyway, I can't fucking wait until friday, I'm headin up to Austin for the weekend to chill with Lindsay and her roomate and quite possibly melanie if we can peel her away from her boyfriend for a little while :P

Current Mood: drained
2:27 pm
Worked 6 hours Friday, 12.5 hours Saturday, and I'm workin about another 6 hours today. Jesus christ, work is fun when you work @ longhorn cafe. No time for anything but work, which is alot like hangin out with your friends cuz I've known all those guys for a few months now. But yea, all my time is now takin up by work or school, and I'm loving it. Not much sitting around wasting my time.

Finally, I feel happy again. I keep soooo busy that everything else just seems to go away.

Life as of now

Wake up, school, homework, work, sleep, repeat.



Its fucking grand!

Current Mood: exhausted
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
9:45 pm
No Security... fuck you all
All wrapped up in your cozy world
Watch TV out in the cold
Switch the channel, stop and stare
About the dole, you don’t care
Think you’re secure in your boring job
Thatcher’s policy, the right to rob
Government takes never gives
4 years on, nothing’s achieved

Think you’re secure don’t know why
Lose your job then you’ll cry
Government cutbacks saving billions
On the dole, now one of the millions

See yourself in ten years time
Standing in the dole queue line
Been told that it won’t happen to you
Big boss says so, must be true
All week long you’ll fret yourself
Thinking you’ll end up on the shelf
Been off sick had the flu
You go back and it’s happened to you
10:19 am
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
11:17 am
Get off your ass and get a job you fuckin bum!
Ok, so as some of you know I've wanted to work @ Longhorn Cafe for MONTHS, and they were never hiring. Well, I finally got my chance the other day. Someone got fired, so Mike Lenoir calls me up and is like "DUDE, SOME DUDE GOT FIRED YOU HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW TOMORROW MORNING AT 10:30!". So yea... I meant to wake up @ 9, and didn't wake up until 10, but thought it was 11 because one of our clocks is an hour ahead and I forgot so I was kinda freakin out. But Mike calls me on my cell and is like "You're finally awake, eh? I'm on my way to come get you."

Ok, so we get there like at like 10:27, I'm nervous as hell cuz I've never done an interview, all my job "interviews" have been like "Can you carry heavy shit and do whatever I show you how to do? Yea? Ok, you're hired". But anyway, the manager, Mike (not thaaaaat mike), walks up and gives me an application and says "Youre the only applicant we have so fill this out and you have a job". Filled out the application, and now I work @ Longhorn Cafe... I start next week sometime.




Fuckin A I'm a loser... I'm actually excited to type this out.



But on a buzz-killing note. I'm sick today. WTF?

Current Mood: happy
Friday, January 6th, 2006
11:20 am
Somebody kill me please....
Get on with it. Someone shoot me already. I'm tired of dealing with this shit, I want peace again, not this muddle and confusion and self-hate.

"I got a knife to my neck and a gun right to my head..."

Current Mood: pessimistic
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
2:09 pm
Its the end of the world as we know, and I feel fine...
Ehh, been really depressed for the last month or so, as many of you may know. Can't shake the feeling, dunno why. I have no idea what casued this sudden depression, and its really getting on my nerves. Slowly losing the will to live any longer, or even try to make something of myself. Becoming more and more content to sit on my ass and do nothing to help better myself, my friends or the world; its starting to scare me. :-\

But on a lighter note I went with Sarah to get her ear's pierced again, yesterday. That was pretty fun cuz I haven't gotten to hang out with Sarah (just the two of us) in a while. Sarah, you're the bestest friend I've got... who else would let a dirty ass punk sleep on their dorm floor when I really need a place to stay cuz I can't go home for one reason or another.

Current Mood: melancholy
Friday, December 30th, 2005
11:54 pm
Pay-day continued
Mike picked me up and then we met Lindsay @ Huebner Oaks and ate @ Chipotle. Lindsay couldn't finish her burrito so I tried to finish it off, but IWasn't hungry enough to finish it either (It was freakin HUGE). So after we were all full we all decided to head over to Border's and scope out the books, music, and the high school girls ;) We didn't find anything to suit our collective fancy, so we headed on over to St. Francis and sat in the parking lot hangin out, signing to different CDs and playing stupid word games and talking about awkward times in college. Lindsay had to leave @ 11, and Mike decided to ditch me after that to go make out with Sarah or something so I'm sitting here bored, depressed, and tired listening to Guns N Roses and Oasis.

Current Mood: depressed
5:07 pm
I got my first REAL pacycheck today...
Yea, normaly I get paid in cash, but today I got a certified pay check. Its so friggin cool. I'm all excited. $47.65 for 8 hours of work ain't bad at all.

Current Mood: happy
Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
9:57 pm
I fucked up, royally.




Someone give me a gun so I can kill myself.

Current Mood: pissed off
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
2:43 am
We both lie silently still in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside
Was it somethin' I said or somethin' I did
Did my words not come out right
Tho' I tried not to hurt you
Tho' I tried
But I guess that's why they say

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Yea it does

I listen to your favorite song playin' on the radio
Hear the DJ say love's a game of
Easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has it ever felt like this
And I know that you'd be here right now
If I could have let you know somehow I guess

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like the knife that cuts you
The wound heals, but the scar, that scar remains

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

So I hear you've found somebody new
And that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife, I guess

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Current Mood: depressed
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